028 TEXT LIST TWO
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deadliestviper[After Silent Hill, Beatrix is in no mood to discuss her struggle or to explain what happened. It was exhausting, it was humiliating and dangerous and painful and sick and emotionally torturous, and all she wants to do is retreat to her cabin to lick her wounds. But she still isn't sure how many of her friends made it back, and how many are still in Silent Hill with that strange, sweet girl Zev.
Video would show her cut and tearstained face and her voice would crack under the strain of crying: text is the only good option to ask what she needs to.]
Who do I need to mourn?
[Sometime later, private to Thassarian and Sylvanas]
I owe you both a debt I can't possibly repay.
[Private to Jeryline]
I'm sorry.
Video would show her cut and tearstained face and her voice would crack under the strain of crying: text is the only good option to ask what she needs to.]
Who do I need to mourn?
[Sometime later, private to Thassarian and Sylvanas]
I owe you both a debt I can't possibly repay.
[Private to Jeryline]
I'm sorry.
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Date: 2013-06-01 04:36 am (UTC)[Nikki wouldn't come. Her place, her only place, was by her mother, and because of Beatrix now the little girl belonged nowhere.]
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Date: 2013-06-01 04:40 am (UTC)[It's heavy, he knows, he knows better than anyone where the path leads.]
Where do you plan to go from here?
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Date: 2013-06-01 04:42 am (UTC)...I don't know.
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Date: 2013-06-01 04:44 am (UTC)Might I suggest moving forward.
[It's ironic, coming from him, since he lives in the past so much, dwells on his mistakes, but he managed to, somehow. To graduate. She's close, he can feel it.]
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Date: 2013-06-01 04:47 am (UTC)I can't be a killer and I can't be a mother. Which way is forward?
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Date: 2013-06-01 04:48 am (UTC)[This is like trying to explain to Slade, what changed, why he graduated. He's not sure he can explain it, but he has to try.]
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Date: 2013-06-01 04:51 am (UTC)[Spam]
Date: 2013-06-01 05:06 am (UTC)I'm not sure, but you're close.
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Date: 2013-06-01 05:15 am (UTC)[Spam]
Date: 2013-06-01 05:17 am (UTC)Did you know that when I graduated, I didn't even notice? Only when Alex said I wasn't registering on his warden item did we know what had happened. I didn't feel any different.
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Date: 2013-06-01 05:18 am (UTC)[Spam]
Date: 2013-06-01 05:20 am (UTC)[He speaks slowly, mulling over each word, each sentence, and realises that's it, that's what did it.]
That's... what changed. I realise it now.
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Date: 2013-06-01 05:34 am (UTC)[This is where they part ways; she has no child to live for, and once she kills her enemies, there's nothing left.]
You had choices I don't. It won't work the same way.
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Date: 2013-06-01 05:49 am (UTC)No, it won't. [A long pause.]You can make a deal, for your daughter. When you graduate.
['When', not 'if'.]
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Date: 2013-06-01 05:56 am (UTC)[But it doesn't seem to "fit". There's a long moment of silence while she runs over what this would mean, the new tasks it would entail, the new path it would set her on, and looks up at him.]
I was six months pregnant, I never got to meet her. How would I know if – [Cutting herself off, she shakes her head.]
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Date: 2013-06-01 06:43 am (UTC)Gently:] If what?
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Date: 2013-06-01 06:52 am (UTC)How do I know if she's my little girl?
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Date: 2013-06-01 06:56 am (UTC)You'll know.
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Date: 2013-06-01 07:00 am (UTC)You can promise that, hm?
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Date: 2013-06-01 07:02 am (UTC)[He smiles at her, it's worn, and grief is written into every line of his face.]
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Date: 2013-06-01 07:07 am (UTC)...There are no more innocents to hurt, if I finish them. [There's just so little after that.]
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Date: 2013-06-01 07:11 am (UTC)Then finish, but there is something beyond that for you.
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Date: 2013-06-01 07:17 am (UTC)[Spam]
Date: 2013-06-01 07:26 am (UTC)Finish it. You need to. That's the only way you'll be free.
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Date: 2013-06-01 07:48 am (UTC)[Spam]
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