021 VOICE LIST NINE
Mar. 8th, 2013 05:00 amFine.
You've all thought about it, even if you haven't said it: if you could kill anyone, or order anyone killed, from your world or here, who would it be?
If you feel like answering a bonus question, why? Unless you're extraordinarily brave, I expect your answer privately. No judgment.
You've all thought about it, even if you haven't said it: if you could kill anyone, or order anyone killed, from your world or here, who would it be?
If you feel like answering a bonus question, why? Unless you're extraordinarily brave, I expect your answer privately. No judgment.
[private]
Date: 2013-03-08 01:15 pm (UTC)I'd still do it for two pins if I could see me way round it. Though I've got a tiny little hope this boat'll work its magic on 'im till I don't need to - 'ope, but not much faith.
I'm not private 'cause I'm scared. 'E knows what I think of 'im. The other wardens get narky if I say this stuff about an inmate, though. Call it tactful.
[private]
Date: 2013-03-08 01:22 pm (UTC)Complete eradication. That's nothing I could hope to help with. [There's a slight pause and rustle of fabric as she crosses her arms over her chest.] Do you mind if I ask what he did? You don't owe it to me to tell, but I'm curious. Yes, I'll answer a question in return.
Your secret's safe with me. [And it is. Even if she didn't like you, Iris, she's got no intention to share any of this information with anyone.]
no subject
Date: 2013-03-08 01:24 pm (UTC)[There's still a lot more heartbreak than raw anger than he wants to admit to, though.
Also he's actually not brave enough to name Zo'or.]
What made you think about it?
[Private]
Date: 2013-03-08 01:25 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-03-08 01:26 pm (UTC)[And she really does. Tenderness and pain and all.]
Over time I've known a lot of people that I've wished dead. There's nearly always one who dominates all others. Call it curiosity or nosiness.
[Private]
Date: 2013-03-08 01:27 pm (UTC)Is he still alive?
[ Private ]
Date: 2013-03-08 01:30 pm (UTC)[That's it. Just the one name, succinct and clear. Except for how there's the ever, ever so slight note of uncertainty lurking beneath the clipped enunciation.]
[ Private ]
Date: 2013-03-08 01:31 pm (UTC)If you tell me about Lydecker I'll tell you about Bill.
no subject
Date: 2013-03-08 01:33 pm (UTC)[ Private ]
Date: 2013-03-08 01:36 pm (UTC)Colonel Lydecker is the director of the transgenic program at Manticore. He oversees the training, coordinates the exercises, and verifies our progress. He's responsible for us existing at all, and continuing to be produced.
[That's all just fact. What Ben doesn't say is that in an environment where children are products and have no parents or family besides each other, he's the closest thing they have to a physical paternal figure.]
no subject
Date: 2013-03-08 01:38 pm (UTC)[ Private ]
Date: 2013-03-08 01:42 pm (UTC)Why would you have Lydecker killed?
no subject
Date: 2013-03-08 01:45 pm (UTC)[Private]
To actively want someone to not exist... that's far different than just treating someone as expendable. It usually means that you've suffered a great deal at their hand and you've been driven to the point that you don't want to suffer any longer. To not have them just out of your life, to have them not to be.
[He's had to kill people that he's not particularly wanted dead. He does what he needs. But he knows the difference in necessity and wanting them dead. At least among people that still have an ounce of morality.]
So I do wish you luck.
[ Private ]
Date: 2013-03-08 01:45 pm (UTC)Or perhaps they would merely replace him with someone worse.
What changed?
[Private]
Date: 2013-03-08 01:48 pm (UTC)For what little it's worth, I'm sorry for what you went through. Good luck to you, as well. You deserve no less.
[ Private ]
Date: 2013-03-08 01:52 pm (UTC)A slight, barely imperceptible, pause.] My daughter.
[Private]
Date: 2013-03-08 01:53 pm (UTC)Private
Date: 2013-03-08 01:54 pm (UTC)If you have to ask why, you suck.
[Private]
Date: 2013-03-08 01:57 pm (UTC)As for my associate... [There's a quiet huff of breath before she speaks.] In an urgent situation, I did something I felt was necessary that may have hurt him. He proceeded to destroy a good part of my life. We both reacted poorly, but one far worse than the other.
Private
Date: 2013-03-08 01:59 pm (UTC)Godspeed, kid.
Private
Date: 2013-03-08 02:02 pm (UTC)Can I turn that question back on you?
[Private]
Date: 2013-03-08 02:03 pm (UTC)Private
Date: 2013-03-08 02:03 pm (UTC)The fucker who killed my daughter.
Private
Date: 2013-03-08 02:05 pm (UTC)Do you think graduation hinges on letting go of wanting to kill the fuck out of them?
[Private]
Date: 2013-03-08 02:06 pm (UTC)