If I could think of a way to move on, I would. I've got no family and my friends turned on me. Assassination is the only thing I ever felt called to do and if I ever graduated and went home it'd be the only thing left to do.
Which means they probably won't let me out, doesn't it?
You have a job and you're good at it. That gives your life purpose, at least. I worry it takes a greater toll on you to pursue your goal than you might realise.
I wish you hadn't lost your daughter, but life doesn't work that way.
I disagree. If you say you have nothing for it to take a toll from... you just haven't realised it yet. You're kinder than you give yourself credit for.
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Date: 2013-02-01 01:56 am (UTC)It's very likely I won't survive this rampage. Maybe it's better that way.
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Date: 2013-02-01 02:00 am (UTC)I do think you should consider moving on, at least in some ways. I know you can do it. You're more caring than you give yourself credit for.
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Date: 2013-02-01 02:07 am (UTC)Which means they probably won't let me out, doesn't it?
At least you have an ideal to pursue.
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Date: 2013-02-02 01:46 am (UTC)I wish you hadn't lost your daughter, but life doesn't work that way.
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Date: 2013-02-06 09:45 am (UTC)There's nothing for it to take a toll from.
I wish you hadn't lost your son, but it doesn't. Still, I appreciate your sympathy.
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Date: 2013-02-08 02:31 am (UTC)