045 VIDEO LIST NINETEEN + TEXT LIST FIVE
Jan. 17th, 2014 07:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
[When she appears on the feed Beatrix wears her usual cool expression, but has the haunted look of someone who's not slept well in days, too deeply stuck in uncomfortable thought. Since returning to the Barge she'd struggled to come to terms with what had happened and how she'd left things, the buried doubts nagging at her until she came to one unfortunate conclusion.]
I've got some news.
While here, knowing what's happening back home, it's difficult to rest easy. It's hard to wait when there are people there who need to be stopped. [Who need to be punished remains unsaid, but those who know her well will likely infer it.] So I'm leaving, again.
…I'm sorry. While a lot of you believe this Barge is nothing short of Hell and I don't entirely disagree, I was lucky enough to find people I love who made it worth it. That was never something I expected. You've done the impossible. [She gives a small, sad smile.] There's no doubt some wisdom or inspiration to impart, but no one needs to hear that from me. Suffice it to say, I found something precious here, and I'm sad to be leaving it.
This is goodbye, for now.
[Filtered to friends (if you think you're on it…)]
You've done more for me than any of you know. I can never thank you enough.
If you aren't hurt by my going, if you have time before I leave, please let me say goodbye in person.
[PRIVATE]
[Abigail and Anya, separately]
Keep up your studies, your progress is remarkable. Potential teachers: Bond, Riddick.
[Arthas]
[No message here; simply a bastard sword wrapped in cloth delivered to his door.]
[Arya]
Persevere. You'll come out on top.
[Ben]
If you have Please
I love you.
[Ellie]
Of all the people I'm sorry to leave, I'm sorriest about leaving you. You've got every right to hate me.
[Iris]
Make sure Rorschach stays out of trouble. Please tell him I'm sorry I couldn't say goodbye myself. Raise a glass for me when I'm gone, all right?
[Riddick]
Got a minute for some tea?
[Rorschach]
Thank you.
[Sylvanas]
Fight them.
Just be wary of which deserve to be fought.
[Vin]
I know you'll make sure she stays strong.
[Zane]
You should know something about Sylvanas.
I've got some news.
While here, knowing what's happening back home, it's difficult to rest easy. It's hard to wait when there are people there who need to be stopped. [Who need to be punished remains unsaid, but those who know her well will likely infer it.] So I'm leaving, again.
…I'm sorry. While a lot of you believe this Barge is nothing short of Hell and I don't entirely disagree, I was lucky enough to find people I love who made it worth it. That was never something I expected. You've done the impossible. [She gives a small, sad smile.] There's no doubt some wisdom or inspiration to impart, but no one needs to hear that from me. Suffice it to say, I found something precious here, and I'm sad to be leaving it.
This is goodbye, for now.
[Filtered to friends (if you think you're on it…)]
You've done more for me than any of you know. I can never thank you enough.
If you aren't hurt by my going, if you have time before I leave, please let me say goodbye in person.
[PRIVATE]
[Abigail and Anya, separately]
Keep up your studies, your progress is remarkable. Potential teachers: Bond, Riddick.
[Arthas]
[No message here; simply a bastard sword wrapped in cloth delivered to his door.]
[Arya]
Persevere. You'll come out on top.
[Ben]
I love you.
[Ellie]
Of all the people I'm sorry to leave, I'm sorriest about leaving you. You've got every right to hate me.
[Iris]
Make sure Rorschach stays out of trouble. Please tell him I'm sorry I couldn't say goodbye myself. Raise a glass for me when I'm gone, all right?
[Riddick]
Got a minute for some tea?
[Rorschach]
Thank you.
[Sylvanas]
Fight them.
Just be wary of which deserve to be fought.
[Vin]
I know you'll make sure she stays strong.
[Zane]
You should know something about Sylvanas.
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Date: 2014-01-18 03:30 am (UTC)Your place or mine?
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Date: 2014-01-18 03:33 am (UTC)Private
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Date: 2014-01-18 04:22 am (UTC)Beatrix is going. Likely for good.
In the end, the return message is short.]
I know what I'm doing.
Al diel shala. Shorel'aran.
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Date: 2014-01-18 05:15 am (UTC)I know you do. And I know you'll succeed at everything you set out to do.
I will miss you.
[Private; Handwritten]
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Date: 2014-01-18 04:25 am (UTC)He is surprised by none of it. Is he upset? Yes, but not angry. And not so upset that he doesn't respond.]
I would like to see you. [The rest can wait for that, he decides.]
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Date: 2014-01-18 05:07 am (UTC)[There's so much she wishes she had said to him already. This opportunity can't slip by.]
[ Private ~~> Spam ]
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Date: 2014-01-18 04:44 am (UTC)private
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Date: 2014-01-18 04:53 am (UTC)[She guesses she'll have to.]
Thanks. For everything. I won't stop training.
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Date: 2014-01-18 05:03 am (UTC)Maybe it'll be that way in Abigail's case.]
It's the least I could do.
You've done very well. I know you'll continue to.
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Date: 2014-01-18 03:28 pm (UTC)[About the sword. It's not hard to be sure whether to leave. The barge is awful and she doesn't deserve to be stuck here.]
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Date: 2014-01-19 11:32 pm (UTC)Private
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Date: 2014-01-18 08:56 pm (UTC)private
Date: 2014-01-19 11:27 pm (UTC)It's stupid, and it's senseless, and it's not something she can apologize for in words. After much thought, she simply puts in an Admiral request for a gift she hopes will show she's sorry.]
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Date: 2014-01-18 09:12 pm (UTC)Love you. Good luck and come back. <3 <3
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Date: 2014-01-19 11:20 pm (UTC)I'll miss you. ["I love you" is always so difficult to say, but she means the same thing.]
[private]
Date: 2014-01-18 11:05 pm (UTC)About the lessons. Have you discussed it with them?
[Curious, measuring her next move. She trains with Riddick only rarely, but it's no hardship to do so more. Bond - she thinks she will approach him. A broader knowledge base is always better. But they haven't spoken since the mirror barge; it will take delicacy.]
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Date: 2014-01-19 11:18 pm (UTC)I haven't, no. But I trust them both and I've seen how capable they are. You might also ask Selina Kyle, she's got a remarkable talent for fighting with sharp objects.
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Date: 2014-01-19 06:12 am (UTC)I know.
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Date: 2014-01-19 11:16 pm (UTC)While I have no right to ask, would you grant me a favor?
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From:spam - sry feel free to ignore ;_;
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Date: 2014-01-19 11:55 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-01-20 01:57 am (UTC)She has nothing now.
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