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[It's not either of the endings she wanted, but it's also over. A high-stakes gamble, the explosive result of opportunity combined with her growing fear that whatever new shape the barge takes won't have as much patience for Dean's obstinacy as she usually does. She knew, she knew it probably wouldn't be so easy, but she had to try it. And she thinks, for all that he didn't break, Dean cracked a little further. The breath of hesitation, the raw careless anger in his eyes, in his hands.

She doesn't try to say anything, doesn't try to keep quiet either, doesn't fight him at all now, just leans on him where he puts her and stumbles where he leads her. She trusts him. If she's right, she's fine, and if she's wrong, she wins. More or less.]